You were never meant to be a part of a twilight zone world and those who have made the twilight zone world there home in their hearts. Their actions are a reflection of demonic oppression that has corrupted the mind. You might call this mental illness, but the correct term for this is a soul illness which reflects the condition of the mind. In this state of mind, those who are children of the twilight zone world continue to operate in the patterns of this world governed by the prince of the power of the air. This is written in Ephesians 2:2-3. They are the children of the devil and do the devil's bidding in the natural (physical realm). They are the hands and feet of the enemy in the earth. And this is what they hold on to. The soul illness or depraved mind has convinced you to try to convince them that you belong. But you really were never meant to belong to the twilight zone. You have been fighting so hard to be accepted in this world.. but God says why would you want to be accepted by any person who has a soul illness and have made this world their priority over what he has to offer? You have been trying to get access to something you were never meant to be a part of. God has better for you but you continue to want less so you can be accepted into the twilight zone.
Romans 12:2 New International Version (NIV)
2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
We are living in a world that is quickly deteriorating. And those who have fought to gain control and position in this world have already lost their soul. They have the seats at the tables they have built in this twilight zone, but they do not have a seat at the table God has prepared for you in the presence of those operating under the influence of the spirit of the anti-christ. I will say one more thing. Power does not turn you into something. Power brings out who you always were. When people think they have power... they feel free to show you what is truly at the center of their hearts.
Now... let's look and see where you fall in this.
The children of disobedience are not saved yet. Some believe they are but still operate in the manner listed below. The Apostle Paul deals with this and let's us know that a person is a child of the devil if they continue to act this way. This is after receiving God's correction through what is shared below. If we continue on after receiving the truth. there are no more sacrifice (atonement) for sins (Hebrews 10:23). This lines up with what Paul shared in
Galatians 5:19-21 Amplified Bible (AMP)
19 Now the practices of the sinful nature are clearly evident: they are sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality (total irresponsibility, lack of self-control), 20 idolatry, sorcery, hostility, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, disputes, dissensions, factions [that promote heresies], 21 envy, drunkenness, riotous behavior, and other things like these. I warn you beforehand, just as I did previously, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.
If you are truly a reborn soul, renewed by the Holy Spirit... you will begin to show the fruit of the spirit as you grow closer to Him.
Galatians 5:22-26 Amplified Bible (AMP)
22 But the fruit of the Spirit [the result of His presence within us] is love [unselfish concern for others], joy, [inner] peace, patience [not the ability to wait, but how we act while waiting], kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness, self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24 And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the [a]sinful nature together with its passions and appetites.
25 If we [claim to] live by the [Holy] Spirit, we must also walk by the Spirit [with personal integrity, godly character, and moral courage—our conduct empowered by the Holy Spirit]. 26 We must not become conceited, challenging or provoking one another, envying one another.
People... it saddens me to to say this... but many religious leaders in many denominations have lost their way. They are silent on matters when they should be vocal according to the word (2 Timothy 4:1-2). And they have been vocal on other matters when they should have been silent. They are conforming to the patterns of the twilight zone and now their reality is the twilight zone. The foundation for how they see the word of God is about maintaining or keeping their comfort in the twilight zone. They are not lost. They just don't want to be found because what they are fighting for is what is inside of them. You were never designed to be apart of the twilight zone. God created you to rise above it. You dominate this world because of God in you. Many in the twilight zone have convinced themselves that it is foolish to believe you can dominate anything
1 Corinthians 1:27 Amplified Bible (AMP)
27 But God has selected [for His purpose] the foolish things of the world to shame the wise [revealing their ignorance], and God has selected [for His purpose] the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong [revealing their frailty].