Are you certain your soul is in order with God (Yahweh)? If you are not sure... this is the opportunity right where you are to repent of your sins.
Repeat after me:
"Lord (Jesus/Yeshua) I am a sinner. I am profoundly sorry for the things I have done that I know are not pleasing to you. I am sincerely sorry for being a stumbling block to others and myself. I believe that you are the Son of God. I believe you died on the cross for my sins and you were raised from the dead three days later with all power as you now sit at the right hand of the Father (Yahweh). I don't want the desire of sin anymore in my heart so I ask you to come into my heart and change me from the inside out. I give you full permission to change me. Send your Holy Spirit Lord as I turn away from the urge to want to sin as I face you. Send your Holy Spirit Lord... I am anxiously waiting. In Jesus/Yeshua's name...!"
Make sure you get baptized and it does not matter where you do it. Find a body of water... a pool or even your tub and have someone fully submerge you in the name of the Father (Yahweh), the son (Jesus/Yeshua) and in the name of the Holy Spirit. Find a good Bible based teaching ministry that can help you grow in spiritual maturity as you get an understanding. God Bless you on your journey.